Well, Hello

School is over, forever, yay.. I should be happy, ain't I?
I don't really care about it, what I care about is something else, but that's a long story..:'(

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What happens when you deny everythin?
For example, you prefer to do nothing, if you you are not gonna do it your way. But yet you know, that you CANT do it your own way.
You don't even go out, because you really wanna keep a promise you made..

Now that everything has ended, I can see clearly.. I see I overdid it with some things.. But I have no regrets! I did what I thought that was right! In the end, that's what really matters. I prefer to regret something I did, that something that I had the chance to do, but I didn't.

Lately I miss something really bad.. I have no motivation for anythin.. Almost everyday I do the same things. Wake up, PC, draw a little, go to bed again.. Even the recent drawings I submited, were started before school was over.. Then.. I had the only thing that gave me motivation..


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|I HAVE NO IDEAS AT ALL!!!!! |
|I HATE ME BECAUSE EVERYTHING |
|I WANT ALWAYS DISSAPPEARS!!! |
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There's nothing I find really exciting.. I am bored of everything, except one thing, that I don't think I will have the chance to do again..( don't think anything bad)
These days I really wish I was dead..
I hope I could turn time back, and pause it..

Also people, when you feel bad, always think of me, you'll see that there's always someone worst that you..

I know nobody's gonna see this, but I had to talk/write these down.. And there are many more I keep for myself..